Just watched the Doctor Who season finale. I am now going to scream into my pillow until I develop an aneurysm, smother myself, or otherwise die from a lack of oxygen.

Update: mourning dove is gone, progress is going slow, I’m losing my sanity one piece at a time

I figured out how to use these embroidery programmes I’m so happy with mYSELF THE FUCKING DOVE IS BACK GOD FUCKINAGDLKASJ;F

I bought this orange tin at Michaels the other day and had no idea what I should shove into it BUT I JUST FIGURED IT OUT my hot glue gun and sticks now have a home and it is literally the perfect size.

It’s amazing.

Okay so, story time.

When I was a kid - like three or four - my mum pulled out a banana and “shot” me with it, sound effect and all

I fell to the floor crying and NONE OF MY FAMILY LETS ME LIVE IT DOWN

So the last time my mum brought it up I was like “hey maybe I was shot in a previous life and that’s why I reacted the way I did”

She hasn’t brought it up since

I hate listening to music to decide if or if not I want it on my computer because if I can’t decide and just go with a “fuck it” option I always regret my decision

That doesn’t really sound like the good kind of eating less, being all sick. :c

Yeah but what else is new haha weLL I’m keeping an eye on it, so if something happens, I’ll be sure to book an appointment.

are you eating less in a GOOD WAY or

Kiiiiiiiiiiiiind of? I just haven’t been feeling like eating and when I do, I start feeling sick really fast. I’m trying to eat fruits and vegetables most of the time but starch helps my stomach so I’ve been gravitating toward that which sucks :/

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It REALLY pisses me off that, after a lifetime of having ulcertive colitis, one side of my family only really started to realise that I can’t just “work through it” or “toughen up”. Why? Because my aunt, in her early forties, was diagnosed with the same thing. I’ve been dealing with these symptoms since I was a child and they’d always give me lectures and just … nope.

In other news I’ve been on a resources and music binge and I think I’m going to try and eat everything in the house later.